Acting

My overall view of the craft of acting.

Aug 282017
 

Three different pay roll companies and three different productions. I was good on sets. I did my job. I loved my life. I want my reputation back and I want my future on sets back. HOW DARE anyone label me crazy when I am HONEST, DESCENT, and I have never cheated on a test, violated a law, hurt anyone in my life. I have been lied about and ABUSED. My own parents have claimed they were taking care of me and paying for me when we have not lived together since I was 18 and I have not wanted them in my life or affairs because they would reather destroy my reputation and life if I don’t do what my father wants and work for the GOVERNMENT. I WILL NOT DO THAT. THAT IS NOT WWHO I AM. It is not what I want and it never was.

State of the Union SAG Voucher

State of the Union SAG Voucher

Be Cool SAG Voucher

Be Cool SAG Voucher

Crazy SAG Voucher

Crazy SAG Voucher

I also found the SAG voucher for WINDFALL I made in October of 2005. I filed it by CHECK date by accident. Please note that by the time I got my 4th voucher from CENTRAL in 2005 I had worked so much for CENTRAL that I made over 9000 dollars. NOTE Pay is SAGP, I also worked on this project two times non-Union before they gave me the voucher. My JOB title was Lawyer but they had under booked it so I ended up playing several people at a party. I believe there were no shows so I got a voucher for a UNION actor who did not show up. They had booked me to play a lawyer. I was a lawyer plus.

Windfall Sag Voucher

Windfall Sag Voucher

 Posted by at 8:04 pm
Jan 122017
 

My twitter stalker had stopped but then she started up again after I was harassed by a GUN lover on Instagram for being too old to act. I suspect my Instagram attackers may know my stalker. I know this is the same stalker because I got notifications for all the other comments, but the person with the EGG as their photo. In addition twitter did not take the account down and instead left up a comment that slander to my person. I want to sue TWITTER FOR THis and make them reveal who has been doing this to me as I suspect they KNOW.

There are more twitter attacks including ones from the fall I have not posted. It is time consuming and the attacks kine of mentally wore me out and almost made me stop functioning. I am so infuriated with this because I am trained to act, write, and make films but feel so violated by all of this and cut off and I have no idea who to trust not knowing who this lunatic is.

 Posted by at 6:06 am
Jan 122017
 

I am tired of not being able to get a lawyer for being abused and lied about and slandered. I am sick. I will probably die because of what these people did. I did not hurt anyone. I did not take anything or steal. And the people in the below emails, Michael Lovern Green, Lee Ryder are both TRUMP SUPPORTERS. Arne Star may be as well. He got work on set from Dempsey and apparently ERIC DANE either told him I was weird or that was his opinion of me on the set of Gray’s Anatomy. I would like him to define WEIRD, considering he was supposed to be pro gay, but I am actually straight. I am an introvert and shy. that is not a reason to be abused or made fun of.

Lee Ryder was included in the conversation by Michael Lovern Green. I got into a twitter fight with both of them after and blocked them. Ryder practically admits in the twitter attacks to knowing one WILL WALLACE and apparently got his SAG card by being picture picked by MAMET. Ryder is a gun lover and Republican. And he had a hatred for me that I did not understand but if he did know Wallace that would explain it. I took WALLACE off of my resume and would not talk about him. he was dead to me.

I was also NOT escorted off set and this is the first time I am hearing I terrified a woman. Arne in emails before which I posted never mentioned this and I talked to him about one COURTNEY LOVELL who I have emails from post us having an argument on a set. If I terrified her, why respond to me. I plan to post those emails.

Please note I tried to file charges against ERIC DANE for remarks I did hear about me on set from him and I have been trying to find a lawyer to SUE ABC and DISNEY and Shondraland for his BEHAVIOR and the fact that I was treated as though I commit a crime or was violent when I NEVER WAS violent with anyone. these conservative republicans LIED.

 Posted by at 6:00 am
Sep 092016
 

For those of you who do not know I have been viciously attacked on twitter over and over. No one with the government will help me. My site is being screwed with so no one sees the proof about my accident or the lies. I now get filled with rage. I bite on books and break pens with my teeth. I cry and scream openly . I want the hell to end. I want the animals that I thought were human to all just go away. I want this person attacking me to get a disease and for their children and family to completely be wiped from the planet. I want someone to tell me who they are so I can shave their head and ram my knee between their legs so they feel the mental pain I feel when ever they remind me of JEREMY GILBREATHE and what he did to me. I want to beat the crap out of the men in suits stalking me and the yogis who want to remind me I can not be an actor because Blake Shields is a yogi and MALE but I am a woman and I really just want to date a yogi not be an actor.

I want to hurt my father for every time I hear a whisper of someone talking about me living off my father from some third party, probably LEE RYDER or Tony Blair or Michael Lovern. All of whom worked BACKGROUND with me. My mother I can still hear her voice telling me after I told her I was tripped on a set that now I have to give up what I love. Why? Because my mother was jealous I was off in the world doing what I wanted and not trapped with a husband and imprisoned in a kitchen as the HELP.

I never hurt anyone but I FEEL THE RAGE when i get a jury duty notice and think about all the lawyers out there who hate me because I refused to practice even though I am so mentally damaged now the thought of working with lawyers or around them makes me want to smash things.

I think about my high school and the bastard on line attacking me over and over and saying I am just a librarian and I want to make them wear glasses and pocket protectors and force them to wear braces. I want this person to know what it feels to be ashamed of being NOT COOL. I want the world to know who they are so they can be made fun of and trolled and bullied and know what it feels to cause me so much pain. I want them to be excluded from the VIP parties they claim to be going to and to be seen as the MONSTER they really are. What is disturbing to me is they could be an actor I even watch. they could be an actor I think is cool. but they are not. they are just another bully in wool and i want it to itch them so bad they are forced to rip their own skin off to reveal who they truly are.

In the end the truth is I will never do any of the above. I will probably just quietly end my own life one day because the humiliation of not being an equal with my union and knowing I have been labelled not good enough, either by HBO because I dated JORDAN MARKS or SAG AFTRA because I spoke out about the merger and was a liberal or DISNEY because I told COURTNEY LOVELL I liked BLAKE SHIELDS and was being BULLIED BY Marquesa Moreland. Or by the group of FRIENDS protecting JEREMEMY GILBREATHE who I will to my dying breath hate for molesting me and when I begged him to leave me alone told people I would be fired. Heaven forbid I be seen as cool. I am supposed to be a MONSTER. I would never be caste as the nice girl or the one who gets the guy. I was cast to be made to look pathetic so no one would think I would be with a cool guy.

 Posted by at 3:51 am
Apr 252016
 

OK I sent out a mail chimp a few weeks ago. After sending that out I also was emailing certain people because I am tired of not getting justice. Anyways I found myself recently in articles back in Maryland in the Baltimore Sun for plays I performed in or was involved in. I myself never […]

 Posted by at 3:22 am